A well dressed mess

# where
rainbows never end.

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i guess we all poured our hearts out.
thank you both for hearing me out
and letting me talk whatever.
i really appreciate it.
i never thought if i could ever accept
the harsh realities of life.
it's too hard and i'm afraid
i'd break down one day.
i am way too scared to face it.
it was a day of fast falling tears.
but thank you for
making me feel better.

i wish i could stay in my dreams.
remain in whichever i choose to.
how i wish last night was for real.
dreams are ever so pleasant
and problem-free.
especially in that beautiful dream.

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late for assembly. hahaha.
the walk to school together with
hannah and vanessa was nice.
they were really cute. :)
started my day off smiling.

anyway i realised that
it seems as though
ms r. eyes me all the time.
she always catches me
during my sleepy moments.
and asks me to wash my face.
in fact she catches many people
when they're in their tired phase.
today she asked me to WAKE UP. xD

thursday's lessons are awful. :(
plenty of dreadful double periods.
i'd say that double science
in the lab was good only
because of my papaya. :)
i'm thankful for my sitting partner.
i know she makes lessons better than
they would have been without her. :)

after school's art lecture was useless.
somehow i just couldn't
listen attentively to his words.
and neither could
anyone else i presume.
wilkie was in his own world.
i really can't see what he sees.
it's far too dense.
i still can't believe
we have a written paper.
for ART? i'll flunk for sure.
trust me, i'm the last person
you'd call artistically inclined.

my hiccups striked three times
during school time.
it was really strange because i was
jerking up and down.
many many times. hahaha.

nononono baby
NO NO NO NO. xD
i've changed my mind about
the breaking down part up there.
i won't let myself.
i will not dwell on something
that'll adversely affect
my typical cheeryness. :)
besides i see no point in that.
i'd just accept life as it comes.
well i hope i can at least.
making myself approach
the exams with diligence
should be the only thing
on my mind right now.

/ thank you for standing by me.
thanks for the reassurance.
you are my motivation to carry on.
i'm glad i have you.
because i couldn't do without you.
my inspiration for positivity.
no matter what
i'll never stop smiling. :)))

; sticking with the wordplay

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